10.2.2011
yups..its been one solid year after the viva...
time fly really fast....
i still remember the 4 hours viva that ive to go through before being awarded the PhD with minor correction...
actually the first hour was quite tensed.. but it eased up after that as the external Prof Mihai was the one doing all the talking, left me to do a little bit of explaning when required... huhuhu...
the feeling when being called back to the room with result is out of this world.. theres no word to describe.....
and today.... i guess i lost all the mojo to do any research.... what a waste!!! hahahaha
11.1.11
well its the eleventh day of 2011... i dont have any resolution.. hehehe.. :D
last year at this time of the year.. i was preparing for my viva while struggling to push the stroller on the icy road of nottingham to send budak kici to nursery... well times fly really fast n here i am in the hot sunny (err well not so sunny more to mendung actually)... Malaysia.. budak kici is with daddy.. been talking non stop :D
for the time being..i am quite dissapointed coz i dont have any UG student to do my UG project... all i have is multimedia student... for the time being i have to accept the current situation since we merged into a centre...
lately.. ive been thinking on doing attachement at my old uni... but im not sure whether im up for it... will see how...
been neglecting this blog for quite sometime..
finally, im back ...
finished my PhD.. with entourage...1 hubby 1 son... Alhamdulillah..
will be writing more frequently i hope...
Intention to submit
Today...Ive submitted the notification of thesis submission to the registry...
Sv said.. by dec u hv to submit it.... by jan Prof M agreed to hv e viva..
my reaction.... hopefully sempatlaaaaa nk siapkan suma2 ni..... en budak kici.. tolong mummy eh!!
Aidilfitri ini
tahun ni kali ke 4 beraya di perantauan dan Insya-Allah yg terakhir di sini... sedang bertungkus lumus (yela tu) utk menghabiskan writing up ini.. .sesungguhnya writing up adalah fasa paling memeritkan.... lebih2 lagi utk saya yg tidak reti nk bermain dgn bahasa... alangkahhhhhhhhhh tertekan jiwa rasanya.... n kdg2 budak kici itu menjadi mangsa keadaan.... kesian tgk dia!!!
raya kali ini lebih meriah dari tahun lepas... hahahahah... sakan tahun ni....
tahun lepas gile pathetic raya kami.... dh le pindah umah sehari sebelum raya.. saya pula masih dlm pantang.... pastu elok first day raya tu adalah first day budak kici tu ke nursery... baru 44 ari dia dh saya antar ke nursery .. what to do.. mommy dia nk masuk skolah balik.... smpi skrg kadang2 rasa bersalah gak tapi Alhamdulillah sgt2 sbb cikgu2 dia kat nursery tu menatang dia bagai minyak yg penuh... manjaaaaa amat kat skolah!!!!!!
so tahun ni siap2 pakai baju raya (tahun lepas punya)... budakkici tu pun dh reti berjalan... so ngam2laa pakai baju raya pun tahun lepas gak... royal maillaaa punya pasal..diorg strike.. dh tak de baju baru budak kici tu.. :D e day before, saya siap2 kemas umah, adik ku memasak soto n dessert pastu lepas berbuka cik abg plak memasak nasi beriyani gum n daging kerutup.... budak kici tu ke hulu kehilir ikut saye kemas umah... errrr tolong sepahkan balik pun ada... gile semangat tahun ni.. siap sound kat hubby...jgn gatal nk p main golf... saya nk beraya tahun ni...
hehehe beraya laa sgt kononnya... padahal.. lepas je solat raya... makan2..kitorg p amik gambar kat part... abis2 posing.. p starbuck... hehehehe... actually itu adalah rutin kami di Malaysia... bukannya beria p umah org pun.. hehehehehhehehehe.. tapi saya puas hati!!!!!!! sbb dapat amik gambar bersama hero kici itu secara berhemah ........
then kitorg lepak kat umah je.. tunggu org dtg.. adalah gak org dtg nk abiskan food yg di masak.. abis tu takkan kitorg nk makan smpi abis.. hehehehehe.... around 9 pm ada plak org ajak p umah.. hmmm rasanya mustahillaa nk p umah org mlm2.. krg budak kici tu jadi hulk hogan..padahal rasanya dia sgt2la behave kalau kat umah org.. mak ayah dia je tak reti nk tido lewat.. hahahahahahhahahaha...
apa2pun ..... saya berdoa agar Syawal ini memberi makna pada si kici itu wpun dia tidak memahami.. at least ada gambar kenangan utk saya tunjukkan pada dia.. yg mak bapak dia ni tak laaaa pathetic sgt bila beraya di perantauan....
tahun depan.. kita round satu MALAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tercabarkah...
its been so long i left this blog to be empty.. but today i need to rant on something..
i was having this YM with an old friend.. from one topic to another and it came to e topic who will cook for hari raya....
thats easy... hehehe.. of course my dear hubby will be the one cooking... nak harapkan saya... hmmmmm... setakat rebus nasi impit segera tu bolehla... saya mengaku saya tak reti nk buat rendang pun ....
i told her... since we have e baby.... he is the one who do all the cooking... n i will do the cleaning after that...
boleh dia ckp.... eh... ko tak terasa kewanitaan ko tercabar ke...
i was like... whattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt......
nyirap juga!!! i told her... nk tercabar apa... kata suami isteri.. give n take laa.....
ayooomaa.. ayoopaaa.. ini mcm pun ada kaaa..... ni belum saya cite cik abg saya yg jaga n mandikan baby dlm pantang ari tu...dialah yg buat keje2 umah sepanjang saya ngandung... hoover pun dia tak kasi pegang.... sejak kawin.. smpi skrg mmg saya tak pernah cuci toilet... so what... prinsip kitorg.. buat mana yg boleh... kita share2 apa yg patut....lagi2 hidup kat tpt org ni...we dont have any support system... nk idup pandai2 sendirila..so kena pandai2laaa nk idup...
lawakk ada... terkejut pun ada...
mcm2 ek....
Menghitung hari..
dh masuk 34th weeks... kejap je kan... plus minus ada lagi 6 weeks to go... sebulan setengah dan masih ada experiments yg belum langsai....
well entry kali ni bukan nk cerita pasal jr di dalam perut tapi tentang seseorang yg saya sayang... amat sayang ... dulu2 saya pernah cerita pasal dia... he is my first nephew... born 6 years ago...
saya byk share mende ngan dia... byk sgt2.... byk masa saya habiskan dgn dia...
bila saya ada baby dlm perut... he asked me whether he can kiss my tummy or not..... aaaaahhh soo schweeet of him... rasa nk menitik air mata bila dia request cam tu.... dia siap say hi to the baby... and promised to accompany nina to look after e baby ..
he asked a lot of questions about e baby, how e baby eats, moves, tgk tv?? n so on....
dia membesar di depan mata saya.... dari budak yg sgt byk tantrumnya ..now he is more matured.. mcm tak percaya je bila dia boleh uruskan diri dia sendiri.... dah tak de ngamuk2.. mengalah ngan adik dia.... helps to do house-chores.... n he can speak fluently the english plus the UK slang... hahahaha.. lawak pun ye .....
bila i got married...ramai yg siap pesan kat i to make him understand that he cant have me mcm dulu2 lagi..... betull...dulu2, masa bujang..dialaaahh partner in crime saya.. kemana2 bersama... makan, mandi, tido, jalan2... segala2nya!!!!... it took time gak get used ... saya slow talk ngan dia.... made him have fun with the hubby..... cite how life are changing.... n masa baru2 kawin.. dia ada gak request nk nyelit tido ngan saya n hubby... alhamdulillah hubby memahami.... n alhamdulillah hubby is really good when it comes to kids..... one thing is.. he is sooo soft-hearted.. tgk keta accident, dia sedih... tgk org gaduh.. dia sedih......
FI... eventhough CN akan dpt my own baby but u will always have a special place in my heart.. always... coz i love u so much and u hv teach a whole lot new things that makes me a better person... CN doakan moga FI terus membesar sihat dan berjaya dlm hidup....
