Friday, May 26, 2006

enjoying my life

in my previous entry, i wrote that im enjoying every second of my life here...
yaa.... i want to enjoy every second of my life here.. be it a not-so-good thing or an excellent thing, i just want to enjoy it...
i dont want to sulk and keep complaining how life is dull here without the love ones that i miss bagai nak rak and also e stupid mistakes that ive done... what happened in e past, it happened and i couldnt do anything to change it... but what ever happened today and future, its up to me nak jadikan dia a happy one or 3 years kat sini will be a dull one...
lagipun bukan semua org diberi this chance... so kenapa perlu saya bazirkan peluang ini.... saya mahu jadikan 3 tahun ini sebagai waktu utk saya revamp hidup saya... beri peluang pada diri saya menikmati hidup di perantauan, di samping menimba sebanyak mana ilmu dan pengalaman yg bakal menjadi panduan dan bekalan utk saya dan mereka yg lain...
i know... probably dlm masa seminggu dua lagi, motivasi saya akan menurun atau ada perkara yg akan mengganggu emosi saya akan berlaku tapi whatever happened...saya tak mau sia2kan waktu saya di sini... pasti ada hari2 yg grafnya merudum ke bawah tapi saya yakin sudah pasti akan ada hari2 yg grafnya ke atas pula...
if i can be happy in msia eventhough ditekan dari atas dan bawah, ditembak dari depan dan belakang, diserang dari kiri dan kanan...kenapa tidak di sini...
jika dulu saya berjaya melepasi halangan berada di bawah seliaan sv yg maha perfectionist ketika industrial training..kenapa tidak di sini
jika dulu saya berjaya melepasi program AMT saya dgn flyin colors, sedangkan saya tidak mempunyai sebarang latarbelakang tentang itu semua.... kenapa tidak di sini
jika dulu saya berjaya melepasi tekanan dari org2 atas kerana ketidakpuasan hati saya tentang perjalanan akademik di tpt saya.... kenapa tidak di sini...
jika dulu...walau apa pun yg berlaku, saya tetap boleh bergelak ketawa dan menggembirakan hati sendiri.... kenapa tidak di sini..
jika dulu.... saya masih boleh bertahan dgn apa yg terjadi dgn my previous relationship... kenapa tidak kali ini...

maka bagi saya...pokok pangkalnya ada pada saya... i just want to be happy, enjoying my life and on the same time work hard to get whatever im doing now done successfully

8 Comments:

At 12:28 am, Blogger Ella said...

hi isas,

am bloghopping.... nway hopes u're enjoying ur stay there n all d best ya!

 
At 2:56 am, Blogger anggerik merah said...

Isas, there will loads of challenges ahead, but keep going..chin-up girl! Yes, take advantage of this 3 years to enjoy life also.

 
At 1:46 am, Blogger Am just a gal said...

Isas - go girl... the only time u have for ur owns is when u're alone, so berada jauh di perantauan is not bad after all... believe it u can do it

 
At 5:52 pm, Blogger UglyButAdorable said...

u know what girl..enjoy life to thee fullest..ie dun live in regrets. some of my best moment in life were in london..dun care wht they say about them weathers..i love that damn place!!

 
At 8:50 pm, Blogger Idham said...

YES...aye to nzn, aye to adorable..
time alone is so precious...make use to the fullest.
and, London has its magic...like no other place.
Love my student days in UK...and love my business trip to the UK...still pop in and out of fish n chips shop....with salt n vinegar like the ole days...nostalgic ah! but these days fish n chips are being cooked n sold by continental people...no more the orginal laa..

best wishes ye....!!

idham

 
At 5:50 am, Anonymous Anonymous said...

all the best to you and your new life.

tutup buku lama, buka buku baru

 
At 2:21 pm, Blogger ays_as said...

ella:
a celeb in my blog?? wohooo.. heheh thanks for e wish :D
anggerik merah:
yups.. whatever it is, i wanna make sure this thing done successfully :D
nzn:
go girl power.. hehe (overla plak)..tq tq
adorable:
mmehla sini.. boleh enjoy it again :D
id:
tq for e wish, me..im hook to salmon.. hehehe
cyberdad:
welcome..n happy anniversary!!
yups..buku lama dh masuk arkib..this is the new me!!!

 
At 4:46 am, Anonymous Heatherobin said...

all the best to you and your new life. tutup buku lama, buka buku baru  

 

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