Kisah Semalam, Hari Ini dan Masa Depan

BENGANG!!!

im sort of bengang with this guy, we are in the same research team, since he is not from an academia background, dia kurang appreciate kepentingan a few things such as Literature Survey, why it is important to write papers, progress report, trying few methods n so on. I am not saying I am good at this but with my seciput experience i kinda new a little bit tricks on how to play in this field. Anyhow, he is brilliant, he can master the Matlab in one week while i will take ages to know HOW to use it, not even master it, and he likes to help others on doing the lab work. That is his advantage which i see will help him A LOT to go through this PhD.

With a pushy and very demanding SV, both of us mmg easily get tensed, he likes to share all this with me, at first, it is ok, i just listen to his yick yacking, sometimes i dont agree with his oppinion n sometimes i have to agree tapi being me i malas nak berbalahh, let him spilt out his frustration and anger but lately, it started to affect me. Rasa geram pun ada, lagi2 dia suka sgt menc*rut kalau bercerita..... and i start to have doubt to the SV, which is not a right thing to have. So i kinda started to not really listen to him and try to b as natural as possible. Since dia amat risaukan his 1st year report, i gave him the guidelines provided by the school to him, which was given to me by another friend. I found it is quite helpful but what he said to me really pissed me off...

me: M, do u already have this guidelines? (i show him the guidelines)
he looks at the guidelines and said No
me: u can have it
M: u know what, this piece of SH*T doesnt help, it changes all the time...

masa ni mmg alamakkkkkkk my blood go upstairslaaa... i just walk away from him and say but still u can use it as guidelines.... n terus sambung buat keje..

i dont really care dia say thank u ke tak... but it is a guidelines ... dah namanya guidelines, mmglaa takkan tunjuk step by step cam ne nak buat report tu but at least adalah things to hold to... penatlaaaaa mcm ni...... kalau semua mende he sees negative.. he is spreading the negative vibes to others... thats itlaaaa man.. i am sooo benganglaaaaa mcm ni!!!!!!!!

posted by ays_as @ 10:04 am